Monday, February 2, 2009

you know the feeling you get..
when everyone seems to liek someone else better than you?
that horrible feeling you get when you feel like ur her shadow and will never come out
even though you try so hard to distance yourself
you know that feeling?
ive been getting that feeling an awful lot
i feel so crap
like platypus shit on a stick
i dont feel like talking to anyone
and it makes me feel bad.
and you know what? if doesnt wanna text back
let him be. he isnt worth the time or the thought
well thats what i keep telling myself
it isnt working out..
so obsessed with "she's so lovely" by scouting for girls
YES i know its shit old but i love it
LOVE it
i am soooo craving heavily buttered movie theatre popcorn
how the hell did i live without itunes genius? honestly! how?
i have new found love for photos
models. i love models. i wish i were one. no i dont.. yes i know it'll never happen
but i just love models.. and ads.. and photoshoots. i just. *sigh*
its too hot.
swimming carnivale in 2 days. ima take some photos for you
yes you
cos i love you that much
i miss my singapore friends so frigin much atm
it jsut came to me today
and this stupid feeling wont go away