Wednesday, May 21, 2008
today theres teachers strike so we get the day off school
i should be happy but im not
spent the whole night fighting with my mom about why im not allowed out of the house myself
then cried myself to sleep cos life's so unfairr )':
think about it.
ok my parents moved me from singapore, where i have spent my whole entire wonderful life with al my wonderful friends, to australia where i have been like 3 times for 2 week holidays.
informing me like less than 6 mths before moving
NOT finding a job here first, abandoning my dad and mum's job in singapore and thinking everything will be allright, right?
so like last 2 mths i din get to go out, like AT ALL because i had ot stay at home and help pack and shit. i swear in like october26 till decemeber 17 i went out like.. i dunno. 10 times only. ok. cos i was home packing and i did not go out as much as i wanted to AT ALL. ok. move me to australia why dont you on 17th december 2007 midnight flight (i shall forever rememer, i tell you)
move me to australia and i have to stay at home with my fmily and w/e till feb4th or smthn till school starts.
and i make friends cos they're like WE'LL BE HERE TILL YOU DIE! so make good relationships and make plans and be like "oh in year 10 i get to go to camp and stupid things like that" yes. so what do my parents do. with their no jobs? they apply for one OUTSIDE of sydney. dubbo. dubbo is so far away.
ppl in sydney call it "hole with a zoo" cos theres nothing there but a zoo basically (google dubbo and you'll see their thing is DUBBO; home of the western plains zoo wtf.
so are you following?
yes. parents and aunt asssure me that they would never move there cos it SUXXXX and say that they applying so if my dad gets it his self esteem is UPUPUP. so no worries. friendships are strong and happy. then he gets the job. freakin ACCEPT THE JOB and tells me we're moving and abandon everything AGAIN JUST as i really started bonding. and i cant just stop the friendships NOW can i? no! so. WHAT THE HELL MAN. what the hell.
oh my fukin gwod.
guess what
autralia is frikkin PATHETIC you have no idea
there is no H&M
there is no ZARA
there is no A & FITCH
there is no URBAN OUTFITTERS
and most of all
there is no TOPSHOP
for those of you who dunno, i basically lived on topshop in 2007.
how pathetic is this place australia. i bet they think they're so cool with their
SUPRÉ and VALLEYGIRL and GLASSONS and ICE and JEANSWEST and JUSTJEANS and COTTONON and TOXIC and TARGET and KMART and WHATEVER SHOPS THYE HAVE.
think they so cool. well UR NOT AUSTRALIA. ur not.
im depressed. hannahs says topshop's new line i the bombxxxxx
my brother is throwing things around the house
kicking my mom
swearing
he has problemss
and amandawandaopanda im not sayign u werent sad
cos i knew you would.
should have added in a footnote saying exception the clique.
becuase ur scrapbook brought me to tears numerous times.
thank you amanda. you sexy nanyang thang