Monday, March 31, 2008
fukin hell jonahmae has pissed me off even more now
ok so she got a boyfriend phillipe. not much of a boyfriend cos she asked him out and he was like "what the heck ok" and won't admit that they're going out
i dont CARE she got a boyfriend im knda happy taht she did so she'll stop obsessing over remi
but she keeps like TELLING me things i dun wanna know
and then over and over again and over again
then making sure im aware i don't have a boyfriend.
like "you don't have a boyfriend huh? maybe you should ask someone out since no one'll ask you"
which i'm well aware of but i don't care much of cos i'd rather have friends that a boyfriend.
SO im so angry at her cos thats all she's talking about
and that i have been asked out twice but i said no and i'm not obsessed over ppl i said no to and like tell everyone.
and im like THAT close to shouting at her that phillipe probably only said ok cos he asked me out yesterday
and i said NO just before she asked him out.
alex and tom and sophie forbid me cos it'll break her flippin heart. urh yeah i dont care.
but im nice i dont wnat everyone thinking im a bitch and i dont want phillipe or crushes to think im lusting after him cos im not. im really not.
so instead i told her that if i wanted a boyfriend i could get one like straight away but im not a friggin despo like her so i don't.
that shut her up
ANDAND im just pissed off
lemme tell u smthn funny that happened.
EMBARESSING MOMENT ok i was like walking to the trian station
and i was like changing song on my ipod and trying to look cool (ha) cos there was like 100 newington (posh private boys' school near my house) boys across the road waiting to cross. so while changing ipod songs and fixing hair at same time i walked
straight into a pole. like full on. my head hit first then like the whole body. right smack in the middle. some more i was waling fast so it was like OW
AND THEY ALL STARTED LAUGHING OK!
like ful on laughing
so i looked at them and gave them my best "im-in-pain-you-morons-stop-laughing-at-me" face.
didnt work.
and i was rubbing my poor forehead and chin and then i had to PASS every single one of them while crossing the road.
AIYO they were still laughing and they were like "THAT MUST'VE HURT HUH?" and "UR FACE IS ALL RED YOU KNOW" and "I THINK I SEE BRUISES.." and stuff like that
they must have been like year 8-11? i dunno.
FRIKKIN HELL I WAS SO LIKE "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH embaressing much"
and btw you bitches
why havent i seen any of you in school
i seriously miss you all to bits and pieces and i feel like a friggin extra like lots of the time
and if i meausure how much i like everyone in australia it probably wont even add up to a smss or IJBT friend's finger tip's worth
understand?
btw its kinda embaressing but when no one's around i like to listed (and sometimes kindadance to) s club 7 and a*teen music.
*SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH* that was my secret. pretend i never told you
i promise photos tomoro?